July 29, 2009
I'm going to be a space engineer one day and launch my own rocket into outer space. I want to be the first Malaysian to ever defeat the space technology of Russia and America. Maybe, just maybe, I also want to be the first ever Malaysian, Islam, tudung-wearing, woman to actually set foot on the moon and kick Sheikh Muszaphar's reputation in the butt.
And somehow, I really really really want to do this more than anything else in the world.
July 28, 2009
July 26, 2009
Anyway, I just need lots of space to put my songs in.
Wuweeeeeeeee. First canvas painting! :D
It took me three sessions to finish this. Used up the first week to draw a rough sketch of it and in the last two sessions, I painted until my arms were weak. Dad wants to sell this but I want it up in the living room but I think I'll opt for dad's suggestion instead. I want moonay. Or, maybe, I can do another painting. Yeah....I'll do that. I have three more canvases.
So...next week I'll be learning facial tones.
Bold the statements that ARE true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.
I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I can drive.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons
I hate someone.
I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me. (HAHA, no lah)
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last :)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming. Like to the power of infinity :D
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat
I love my friends and family
And who ever else
July 25, 2009
And I think I'm participating The Scribbles Project. The ideas are poring out of my ears as we speak. So I think I'll sketch or something and go straight to sleep.
Also. One question: Is this what arts feel like?
July 24, 2009
Okay, so...I'll find something else.
Dad said no. Okay, fine. Architecture then. But one day I'll fund myself to do Design. I don't give a frickin' damn and no one is going to stop me.
By the way, I can't help saying this again and again but well if you want all of the pictures from Monday to Tuesday, please do ask for the thumbdrive from me. But I think Chay Fhei wants it first so I guess you guys have to ask from her when she's done, aite? :D
6855.) i am still madly, hopelessly, irrevocably, and unconditionally in love with you.
jeepers, i miss you so much. funny thing is i still have dreams of you, still think of you 24/7. i can’t get you off my mind. your all i can think about.. i love you
July 23, 2009
I guess its been a long overdue but nonetheless, now that I'm free and dad's still asleep I might as well take the chance to post this. Well, Muhammad is the heaviest amongst us all. He weighs 3.88 kg when he came out. Blardee heavy I tell you. And he's quite strong. When he's awake, he can lift his head when Hajar could only propperly lift hers only at after a month, and Muhammad is only 9 days old. Dayum. Bak kata mak aku, "Budak-budak zaman sekarang ni".
Also, I'm sorry that I haven't posted anything up. I've been tired and stressed, thinking of trials. Oh well, life goes on. Mhmmmm. Ah, yes. Drama pictures will be posted within this week before I decide to go on hiatus. Aite?
July 16, 2009
Anyway, I got back home and called mum straight away. At the time, she was having her contractions and just took epidural to relieve it. Mum was saying "Khadijah, doa lah baby ni keluar cepat-cepat", and of course I did.
At 11pm, dad called. Said mum had just given birth to a baby boy, Muhammad. I was thrilled and I went to sleep with a fever. I guess I was worried about mum. So right now, dad's not at home. So is mum. I am frickin' hungry and sleepy and tired. Can't wait to see the new baby though. I feel like skipping tuition tonight. Hor hor hor.
I'll post pictures as soon as I can. Also, the drama pictures as well. Booyeahhhaaaa.
July 12, 2009
Time flies so fast and in a few weeks time it will be my birthday and-oh the horror-trials. I don't know anymore. And there's going to be a camp at Ulu Yam on the 31st and I don't think I can go. Dad isn't giving the green light. Oh God, who cares. I don't need it :(
July 10, 2009
So what did I do with her, you ask, since I didn’t do her? Well, we did what your average twentysomethings would do in a boring town like ours: we hung out. We watched movies, sang songs for far-away boys and girls and rode our bikes all night under the streetlights. But what I liked most was the times when we’d cycle to the hill outside of town and lie down, side-by-side and talk about life, our dreams, our passions and our feelings.
Might've been the best story I've read. I like it. All of it.
Goodnight people. Enjoy Friday *grin*
July 9, 2009
To be honest, I had fun. I don't know why, but I did. I actually went up to the rostrum and said in my normal quirky Kat-ish kind of way, "Hi everyone!" and I giggled. Oh my God, I felt like slapping myself. At least everyone in the meeting room was all smiles and such. Yes, they might've spelt dad's name wrongly but oh well, I had fun *grin*
I don't know what else I have to say. All I know is that right after I got back from KLCC with dad, I shared Victoria sponge and sticky toffee cake from Harrods with dad and everyone else, read Marley and Me and immediately fell asleep until about 4 a.m. Best night ever :D
July 6, 2009
Cyber Security conference@KLCC 8th July 2009, Wednesday Rough sketch on canvas for Janiz this Saturday:D
- Study the merde out of me
- Increase immune system and drink lots of water
- Lose weight-in other words, puasa
- Don't panic/die
Good night people. I want to draw. And study.
Let me say this loud and clear:
There's a Gala Dinner?! D:
Received a reply from Doreen after sending in a copy of my slides for the conference and she said there's a Gala Dinner. I nearly fell off my chair. Well, I don't think I'll be going and I don't even know of the details. Haha. No matter, no matter.
Anyway, Umar and Hajar are down with (hopefully) viral fever. Dad says he had a headache earlier today in the office and I, myself, have been sneezing and now my brain feels heavy. Literally. But no matter what it is, I've put some cough, flu and Panadol tablets in my pencil box just in case.
So speaking of pencil boxes, today's exam was fair. But I got frustrated that I couldn't answer the thing about why kidney failure happens which makes me feel like, I don't know, dying. I think I might just get a B for Science. Oh heck no D: So, right now I'm squeezing my brain juice to reread History and also briefly read Geography and do some past year papers. I'm not putting my hopes up too high though.
Mmmm. I think I might not study. Maybe I'll watch Anastasia with ma, pa and Hajar instead. Haha. Hajar doesn't want to eat her medicine so mum made me put Anastasia on for her to watch. Okay, she didn't ask me to put Anastasia on per se, I picked the movie. I can't remember when was the last time I ever watched it. Oh well. But I know I ran under the covers during the part when Anastasia when into the dark place or something? Haha.
July 5, 2009
This was from the days he was at SDAR (Sekolah Datuk Abdul Razak), Seremban and mum was at SMTSP (Sekolah Menengah Tuanku Syed Putra), Kuala Kangsar. Get this, both of them were debaters! Only mum was on the Malay debate team at her school while dad, on the English team. And it gets even more scandalous. Look carefully and you shall see mum's name on the left side and dad's on the right.They were both there at the same time! And 8 years later, they got married. Hello? You know what mum told me. She said that when she saw dad present his speech, she said "Eee, berlagaknya". Gee ma, you got married to him anyway and got Yani and Haq juniors. Oh, the wonders of life. One minute you say you hate them and the next, you wound up getting married to him/her.
Also, in that small booklet, there was a picture of dad back in the day.
See that "handsome" guy with curly wurly hair? That is dad. I took one look at the photo and I was like, "Now, doesn't that look familliar" and suddenly, WHAM, I was reminded of the second speaker of St. Johns, Arief. I fell about laughing. Okay, maybe he doesn't look very much alike Arief but well, somehow something is similar.
Hmmmm. Parents *geleng kepala* :D
And besides that, I need to read my Pendidikan Islam notes and pray to God that it all sticks in my head for tomorrow. Lucky I've already read Science last week on Friday after coming back from school. I think I'll do some Math exercises tonight and try to read History and Geography and also....pray that I do not lose my mind or anything else of that matter.
Now. I feel happy after eating mum's cookies and seeing something which makes my heart flood with pride. I am totally going to scan it in later for you to see. Damn it. Its so.....awwwwwww.
A picture from some issue of Harper's Bazaar.
Yeah, its not much but well. Okay, I think I'll try do a pigment pen drawing on canvas after exams. Oh God. Exams are tomorrow and on Wednesday is the Cyber Security conference at KLCC *dies*
July 4, 2009
July 3, 2009
Okay, what else. Hmmm. Well, I've been drawing the crap out of me. Now I can draw three drawings everyday. Some of them are basically inspirations I pick up from Vogue, Harper's Bazaar and Elle. Yes, smack me for reading too much of them glossies and not those boring reference books. I can't help it okay. In class, I'll think of sitting down in my room, earphones plugged in and a pencil at the ready. Gosh. I wonder how Syaza can put up sitting next to a procrastinater slash daydreamer slash lost person comme moi.
I think....I might rewrite my speech?