August 30, 2009

hush, and be quiet

Don't say anything. This is just some....long time ago crush which I had on him :D

pretty thingymabobs

So it seems as though the holidays are ending in about 24 hours time or so. Okay, I'm too lazy to count, so-no offense-count yourselves. Earlier today, mum and I headed down to Great Eastern Mall to get groceries and perhaps, get a haircut which I didn't because we were in a hurry. Even so, we managed to go to MPH and I got two books; Second Glance by Jodi Picoult and A Midsummer Night's Dream by Shakespeare. Then we headed to Clarks and tried on gorgeous shoes. Dayum. A few of them were;Mum likes the one in the first picture, I like the one in the second. Reminds me much of my tattered M&S ballet flats which we bought in Singapore three years ago. Ah well, its getting more and more tattered. So...yeah. But what I really want more than anything are a pair of Nike Yeezys. Haha. That is totally still not perishable from my wishlist.

Also, another addition:

The Toywatch Jelly Watch! Daymn. Aren't they cool? I want one with a white strap and grey clock. Awuuuuuuuuuuu. Buy one for me ;(

August 29, 2009

portfolio #1

Finally finished it today and currently am on another project but I didn't get the chance to take a picture of it. Anyway, I still haven't finished painting her face'll just have to wait another week for it :)


Cause I've been waiting for you for so long

I was close to tears listening to this. God, I can be pathetic sometimes :)

August 28, 2009

random awesome

I got tired of drawing and doing lots of Science and Geography exercises until I listened to Coldplay's Green Eyes and came up with that. I was inspired by something I saw on Tumblr. Ah well, inspiration. They're scattered everywhere.

By the way, selamat berbuka. Eventhough its till about an hour to go or so.

August 26, 2009


I think I'm addicted to painting with acrylics. Anywhoooo.

I'm doing facial tones and such with Janiz and this is something I did last Saturday during class. Somehow, it looks real purty. I'll take a picture of the finished one after I'm done this Saturday. I still have to touch it up and I need to finish painting the clothes on. Uwahhh. I also need to get more canvases. I have no idea what Janiz has planned for me.

And I'm only an hour away from KL! Can't wait to sleep on my bed and hug my feather-filled pillow which was from the days when dad was at England :D

August 23, 2009

ooh, purty

I like his jacket. Mmmm. Where can I get one?

August 22, 2009


Okay, granted our broadband wasn't working earlier today when I tried it again and again. Even dad called up the customer service and they said that they couldn't do anything. But somehow, I decided to try it out again and VOILA! it worked. I was screaming my head off. Lucky my grandparents were out in the surau, so were the boys and I was left with mum, Muhammad, Hajar and ze maid.

So now, I'm happily surfing the net from Muar. I♥CELCOM!

wishlist 06

I want his guitar D:


Assalamualaikum and good morning everyone :D
Its the first day of Ramadhan and mum is already in the kitchen, cooking something up. I don't know yet when I'll be making those macaroons because we didn't have the almond thingy at home. Maybe I'll go to Carrefour later with le papa and get some.

Alright. Ibraheem isn't happy with me using the laptop. Ah, well. Brothers.

Dearest Yusof;


Yusof, take it easy on yourself now that UPSR is only a few days a way. Just make sure you're not too cocky and over confident because then you'll lose it and answer the question stupid stupid answers. This is not to bring you down, but to remind you :) Also, I think-no, scratch that-I know that you can get 5 As for UPSR. Jangan kuat main sudahhhh.

Okay. Yes, you may be annoying some times but whatever it is, you're still my brother. The one I (sometimes) confide to when there's no one available to talk to. Eventhough you tease and bully me a lot, I must say that I'll miss it. So make sure that you'll still be annoying but please, not too much.

So brother, happy birthday and we all love you so much♥

August 21, 2009


Paul Dano is ♥

baking project: chocolate macaroons

I think I'll be baking chocolate macaroons in a bit seeing as I have nothing better to do and I wouldn't mind trying a new recipe. Also, I get to make dad taste something which isn't from mum's recipe file. Not that the recipes are not interesting, but yeah. So anyway, I hope they taste nice. I'll post a few pictures after I'm finished :)

Okay! Off to the kitchen I go.

I'm going back to the start

I had to find you, tell you I need you
The Scientist; Coldplay

Now my feet won't touch the ground

Damn cool okay. Props to Coldplay :D

guilty pleasure

I think, I'm going to cut my hair like Nora Ephron. Well, can't blame me. I need change people, CHANGE.

August 20, 2009


I can't believe I'm skipping tuition for the second time this week. I think that if I go, I might just nod off. Ah well, hormones. Hate them, but you need them. Anyway, I've been eating a lot lately. I try to refrain myself from heading to the kitchen and grabbing something from the fridge or anywhere else but well, temptation overwhelmes me. I hope that doesn't happen in the fasting month.

Speaking of Ramadhan, they're going to look at the moon tonight aren't they? Well, if fasting starts tomorrow let me wish you-yet again-Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak! So as to treat them fellow friends today-as I won't be going to school tomorrow-I made them PB&J cupcakes. At first I thought no one was going to like it because it was quite out of the ordinary but as usual, they were swiped clean. Even the ones at home were finished by the time I got home. Dad brought some to the office, so did the boys so....well, looks like the stuff I make are good after all.

I might bake more after this. Aisyah, lets do a collaboration; peanut butter coated cookies! I had the idea during recess just now but well, as usual, I forgot-and you know why. So, what say you? We make them and sell them out for Raya. Sounds like a good plan to earn extra raya moolah before Raya even starts *grins*

I've also started listening to Explosions In The Sky again. Mmmmm.

Miu Miu

Notice anything different? *wink wink*

August 18, 2009


Mum's little man grunts a lot. Says that he's still growing and that's what babies do. Oh well.

Ah yes, hello. I haven't updated in a long time and I'm sorry. I haven't really had the mood to update on anything or maybe I did have the mood but when I could use the computer again, I just forgot what I wanted to post. I seriously have to write everything down on my palm next time so that I won't forget.

Okay. I just go my new spectacles an hour ago. I haven't taken a picture of it but I will, tomorrow. Maybe. Actually the frame which I have now is my mum's old frame and mum swapped with me so she could have the same frame but in a different colour. The ones I'm wearing now are in tortoiseshell while my mum's is dark purple-almost black, you could say. I wanted the other one badly but mum said I need change so here I am, adjusting to seeing brown rims. It's only a matter of time anyway.

OH! And Ramadhan is around the corner isn't it? Well, to my fellow Muslim readers, Happy Ramadhan Mubarak :D

August 17, 2009


My stomach is bloated with pizza and spaghetti with meatballs and, drumroll please, I got new spectacles. Okay I haven't gotten them per se but maybe tonight or tomorrow. So people, expect me to look more....I don't know. Haha. Just wait and see.

So now, let me watch Gossip Girl first. Will update when I can.

August 8, 2009

wishlist 05

Nolan Macbeth.
The stripes are pretty but I still prefer the Yeezys over this pretty baby.

Okay, I'm off to Ayer Baloi now. But I need breakfast and I don't know if there is even any breakfast downstairs. Oh well. I guess I'll make myself a cheese toastie with cherry tomatoes in it.


August 7, 2009


Hello people :D
I'm back, only for today though. I'll be gone to Ayer Baloi for the weekend and next week I'll be on full-trial mode. And the fact that my birthday is next week can't be rid of from my brain. I just hope on that day, the Maths paper will be easy peasy lemon squeezy.

So right now, let me watch Nur Kasih and I'll update later.

August 5, 2009


R : Holy donuts!
K : Rachel, donuts have holes! *falls about laughing*
R : HAHA. Holey donuts!
JA : Errrr *looks at us like we're crazy*
We can be pretty crazy sometimes that its just too hard to ignore :)
Honestly, I don't know how I'm going to go through a day without conversations which can make me instantly feel happy. I wish this would stay on until the day I die.

Okay, back to hiatus.

une autre semaine

Good Lord.
As of today, my birthday is in a week's time.
I don't really want to be reminded of it but what with the timetable for trials in my file, which I've been constantly opening to put in exercise sheets in, I cannot forget of my birthday.

Oh dear. And I think I'm in love with Destiny's Child Emotions after listening to it with Syaza on Darrell's iPod yesterday.

August 2, 2009

wishlist 04

A Gretsch White Falcon to replace my old guitar :D
Well, its pretty unlikely that I'll ever get this from anyone. But well, its still on my birthday wishlist.

naik gila

I didn't have art class yesterday, so oubviously I hung out with dad and Yusof. Not to forget Ibraheem as well because he had an "eye sore" and he was crying but at One Utama, he was just fine. Lord. Little kids.

Anyway, we headed to Zara to get Raya clothes. Dad went to the kiddies section with Ibraheem and Yusof tagged along. I just walked alone in Zara looking at clothes-and their price tags-picking which one I should buy. But seeing as I was having a shoe fetish at the time and saw loads of 4 inch heels, I couldn't resist slipping my feet into a few pairs. Must say that I enjoyed towering over Yusof in the heels. Like this one;

Black 4 inch pumps at RM149.

Loafer-like heels at RM (God-knows-how much)

Honestly, I went crazy. But I didn't buy any shoes. Maybe next time when I go out alone with dad and Yusof. In the end, I settled with this sort-of dress from Zara and a purple cardigan from Massimo Dutti. There were also these bangles from Massimo Dutti which I wanted but.....maybe next time?

So now all I need are a few other tops, jeans and, of course, shoes.

August 1, 2009

oh God

No, not need. HAVE TO.

a love story

When you loved someone, you put their needs before your own.

The Pact; Jodi Picoult

but you weren't happy

I slept at 1:04am last night just to finish reading The Pact which I read last year, on the beach in Langkawi while listening to my mp3 on shuffle. This morning I woke up to realize that it was already the 1st of August. In my head, I counted: Crap, 9 more days to trials and 11 more days to my birthday. I don't know why I even remembered of my birthday because throughout the whole of yesterday, I forgot of it. Oh well, my brain likes to remind me of stuff at wierd times. And they come pretty uncalled for.

So. I think, I'm already ready for trials. Except Islamic Studies and KH. Lord, I'm scared. Oh. Did I tell you, we'll be restaging Romeo and Juliet this Monday. I still need to memorize a couple of lines and I have to not forget to bring a blazer on Monday. I'm just scared we might mess it up because its been two weeks since the competition and yesterday, nearly all of us have forgotten our lines. And Syahmi and Ellya weren't at school.

And I feel like eating McDonald's vanilla ice cream while listening to The Way You Make Me Feel on repeat. I think I'm being totally random right now. I should stop.