December 24, 2009

i'm not happy nor am i sad

Indeed, not what anybody expected but it is what I expected. Yes. I wasn't expecting 8As. I just wasn't. Alright. I don't know what I'm feeling. It's all mixed up. I feel happy one minute and the next, I'm weeping. It may not seem like a big deal, but I don't know. I feel like I've just let everybody down. Especially Puan Nik. She was ever so hoping that I get an A for BM.

Right after I got home, I spent the whole day in my room. I pondered and thought a lot of what I've gone through. I think I deserve what I got. Truth be told, I never enjoyed BM before. Even so, I'm going to buck up next year, that I promise you.

And thank you for all for everything :) Especially to those who gave me hugs, kisses and calls. I love you guys, aite? I'm also planning a get-together on the 30th at my house for lunch. I'm cooking. Will keep you posted.

8 comments:

Hariry Ariffin said...

congrats :)

Khadijah said...

Thank youuuu :)

Amira Hana said...
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Wiz said...

I am so proud of YOU! I could only hope my daughter will find it in her one day that education is important. Right now she is totally spaced out! Blur as blur can be. And next year is UPSR. Maybe you can talk some sense into her.

You did excellent dear. COngratulations!

Khadijah said...

Thanks auntieeeeee :)

Shamimi Rosni said...

i know what it felt not to get straight A.

Shamimi Rosni said...

cop, i'm farah rosni by the way. guna acc adk i. heh.

Khadijah said...

ohhh. bukan you dapat straight ke? ahaaaa.