I swear, I've never felt anything like this before. Not even when I left Setia Budi. It's just...I don't know. I guess it's because everyone's only gotten that close to each other this year so, it's like...alright, I don't know how to describe it. Haha. Even so, one thing's for sure: I don't ever want to lose any of this. It would be terribly hard. Saying goodbye yesterday wasn't easy either. I wish I could've just scooped everyone, kept them away in my bag and brought them home. Haha. Now I'm regretting not having made a documentary of the year. Damn.
Okay, if I do shift to boarding school next year, I will find a way to deal with it. I won't fight it. But if I could, I won't go anywhere. I'd just stay here in Section 5 and when I feel like leaving, I'll leave. Nonetheless, this is my future we're talking about. It's not exactly my place to have a say in this, right?