body-shutdown

I can actually feel myself slowly shutting down right now, which is kind of weird because I've never felt this before. This shutdown is because of Kencana. No, I am not complaining because it was awesome. It really made me open my eyes again to how much I want King Scout. It made me realize once again that if I can follow the pemimpin and kelana's orders down to the letter, why can't I do that at home. It made me realize that when you're the leader, it's all up to you. It also made me realize again: nothing is ever going to be that easy.

Kencana was mainly Usaha. Why? Because Cikgu Syamsurri wanted us to refresh our knowledge in Usaha. It was...easy. I had help, of course from the pemimpins, from the kelanas, from the teachers. And I think I just received "the call" as Syafiq calls it. It's the call to do knots and not stop :D I think it just hit me that I actually enjoy knots. It lets me have something to do with my hands. I also have basics in first aid you *bimbo-mode* I'm so proud of me. Haha!

I'm actually close to falling asleep on the netbook so, let me cut to the chase and I'll continue when...I'm awake. Well, I am on my way to King Scout baby! But, first thing's first : JAYA.

OK. GOOD NIGHT. ZZZZZZZ.

Already Gone

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's got to go
-Kelly Clarkson

This didn't turn out how I wished it would, but it's much more than I wanted. I wish things would turn out that way soon.

something something 12

Attempt 1 : It started out ok. I was using Artline. Towards the end, the ink started turning purple (?). Mind you, I was using Artline. How was I supposed to know wether or not it's waterproof or not, it wasn't written anywhere on the pen. Which is...dumb. If only I had the time, and money, to buy my usual Faber-Castell pigments. It would've been fine.

Attempt 2 : Janiz bought me new pigments! And it's Unipen. Janiz says that it's better than Faber-Castell and it's cheaper. So, kudos to that. But for the mean time, project has been put on hold. Kak Ashley borrowed my pigments the other day for her art folio and after I reached home from school did I realize I left it with her. So, anywhos, it's with Chay Fhei now. Just have to hold on to Monday. HM!

It's taking me quite a while to finish this. Too much lines, even for me. Nevermind, patience will reward me. The first attempt though, anybody wants it? Before I chuck it down the dustbin.

Anybody...?

kehadapan ex-mak mertuaku

Yang mungkin bakal menjadi mak mertuaku kembali *cough cough*HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY C:
You know the reason why I wished you this late. Not that I don't love you, but it's because I do. Everybody wants to be the first person to wish you on your birthday. Okay, granted, not everybody, but well, you know what I mean. Haha.

Ok, menantu mode:
Saya minta maaf atas semua kesalahan yang telah saya lakukan. Saya minta maaf atas Milo wafer yang tak terbeli-beli lagi. Saya minta maaf kerana selalu annoy mak dengan mood-swings saya. Saya minta maaf kalau ada masakan saya yang tak cukup garam dan gula dan sebagainya. Saya minta maaf jikalau saya tidak dapat mewarnai hidup mak secukupnya. Saya sayang mak.

Haha. How's that for a belated birthday wish ha? :D

that's dumb, haha

K : YUSOF! Gambar jom?
Y : Malas lah. And, I tinggi, you pendek. Malas nak
tunduk.
K : Masalah betul. AH SUDAH. Gambar jugak *click*

:D