influences and inspiration

Lykke Li. She reminds me of Duffy. Somehow, I prefer Lykke Li's music more. I don't know why. Haha. I shall try listening to Duffy again. I need inspiration.

Oh yes. We have a band. I don't know if either Syaza, Aisyah or I should announce it. Haha. I'm waiting for the day the guy from the store to call my dad and tell him that my guitar is ready so that I can go jamming with my two fishes and let the whole of Malaysia listen to our music :) Yes, I have big dreams-lots of them and all of which are kept safely away in my pocket.

Okay, I feel like playing Lykke Li's I'm Good, I'm Gone. Cheit.

And besides that, I feel like playing Priscilla Ahn's Are We Different?. Okay, Aisyah. Listen to that song and as soon as you get back from Perth, we'll have a jam session :D

I can wish, can't I?

I wish to go, but I have other things tonight :(

omigosh omigosh omigosh

I can't believe I spent nearly two hours drawing characters for my art folio. Unbelievable. I thought I'd never do it. Well, it's due this Friday so yes, I'm going to finish it at all costs. And also, the Geography folio is due before holidays start and the History folio, after holidays. Oh my God. My head is going dizzy with folios, folios and folios. No matter, I thank God for them.

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Earlier today, I played Scrabble with dad in the kitchen while he went to and fro, making meringue for Ibraheem's birthday. Despite the meringue, he won with 370+ points or so and I lost to him with 206 points. Haha. I don't know why, but I always lose in any kind of games. You name it. Monopoly? Scrabble? Life? Yeah, I'll lose. Yes, I'm a sucker as you know. Haha.

Oh yes. After much procrastination, I have finally gone to the Ampang Guitar and Music Store to restring my guitar and also to replace the knobby things. Apparently its all going to be nylon, but well, I don't know. I'm just happy that it'll have new strings-and perhaps, a guitar bag too. Hint hint. Wheeeeeeeeee. I can't wait to see my baby :) And apparently, dad's signing me up for piano lessons there after the midterm exams. So, yes, I cannot wait. Wah, I'm lucky lah this week *grin*

Oh Meeeeeeeeeeeei.
Get well soon! I hope your pneumonia goes away D:
I really do hope you get well soon. Sorry that I didn't text or call you. I'm still not good at these kind of things. Really, I'm not. You can ask Aisyah. I didn't even call to wish her Happy Birthday. If you're reading this Aisyah, sorryyyyyyyyyyyy and you know I love you no matter what.

where's my saving grace?

They don't seem to care. They don't seem to ask anymore.
I wish they knew, but I wish they would never ask.

Sighs

ups and downs

My tonsil is back again, my throat feels like its been sheared,m y brain keeps telling me that I'm going to fail my diagnostic while my heart says I'm not going to make it thorugh PMR, Auntie Yati tells me to study hard and go to boarding school and everything else in between is just a blur. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Alright, moving on. Well, I actually don't know what to talk of. These few days came and went like the wind. Nothing much to remember of. OH! Yes. I didn't go to school on Monday because mum didn't want to face the Holiday traffic on Sunday. When I went to school on Tuesday, 3 people said they missed me before assembly started. During class, a few other people said they missed me. I remember a few of them: Syaza, Fatin, Atiqah, John, Darrell, Ellya and God-knows who else. Haha. Well, I missed them too :)

And, I'm going to be honest. I only got 2 As 4Bs 1C and 1D. Yes, terrible. I haven't told my parents but well, I don't know. Oh crap, I want to cry. Nevermind, I still have my diagnostics. I hope I do well.

Okay, sambung hiatus.

i wish i knew

Its already May.
And I ask myself, how is that supposed to make me feel?