i don't know anymore

I don't know why but I haven't been in the mood to write anything at all. But, truth be known, I'm just tired. I wish time would just slow down for a bit. Its been flying too fast. A bit too fast for me to keep up.

But, just to keep you updated, I had the explorace thing earlier today at Bukit Jalil with my fellow scouts and also the other scouts from the Keramat zone. To be honest, it wasn't much fun and somehow, pretty boring. Okay, I can officially say that there's something wrong with me but I don't know what. Wierd.

And the photos from yesterday's curriculum activities have been updated on my Flickr. One of my favourite photos:
I secretly think Syaza's a photogenic :D

stereoscopic, are yah

"Shouting, screaming, and cursing; almost like a nightly ritual in our house. Little did I know, they-being my parents-were planning on getting a divorce. Five years passed, I’m 17 and I still haven’t known the cause of the divorce. I never wished to find out. I kept my desire hidden deep at the deepest, darkest bottom of my heart. Somehow, mum knew what I wanted to know because three days after the clock stroked 12 am on my 18th birthday, my mum sat me down and told me everything."

I thought watching The Holiday might give me an idea to write a short story. Turns out, it didn't. I sat on our tattered red, Ikea sofa and yet nothing came to me except for that paragraph above. I'm writing because I want to join The MPH-Alliance Bank National Short Story Prize 2009. But no matter what, my writing seems to lack something. I don't know what. Good God.

Okay. Thats all I have to say. I think that because of my headache, I can't think. Maybe tomorrow. Right. I also need to persuade mum to let me go to the camp in Penang. I want want want! Grrssssssss. Okay, back to hiatus.

"I can't figure out the Mathematics of this. I just know that I love you"

busy-ness strikes

Finishing up on the work sheets for the Kem Keahlian is no fun at all. At least for now, I'm done. I still need to do the admission forms and I haven't gone to seen Cikgu Syamsurri yet. How great. And Pau wants them all finished by either Thursday or Friday so that we can distribute them. Gosh, this is going to be one tiring week. On top of that, I have to go for kawad and also Sukantara after school. I think I'll be pretty tied up with the planning for Kem Keahlian which is coming up in three more weeks, or so.

Sigh. And a week after that, we'll be having our second intervension exam which I'm going to make sure that I at least get 6 As. I think I didn't do quite bad for the first intervension; 5 As and 3 Bs, and one of my As is for Sejarah. I'm blardee happy! Haha. So, I think I'll try to get 80 this next intervension. OH YES! I got an A for Seni! Haha. I never thought I'd get an A because I didn't study thoroughly and also my drawing/shading for the Part B or C was quite bad because the tones were all wrong. Nevermind, I'll try again next time :D

Okay, its 6:14am already. And yes, I was awake since 5:20am because my alarm went off and I thought it was 6:20am so now I'm dressed and showered. How dumb. Right, back to hiatus.

Charity Bazaar, GE Mall

Yeah! I met up with Rozreen again! Haha. How cool. I met up with her last week, only I didn't have the chance to post up the pictures because the wireless connection was so so dumb. So, Rozreen decided to go black and white and one thing led to another and I started taking most of the pictures in black and white. Somehow, I love the turn out. I guess its the lighting of Great Eastern Mall. But God knows. Maybe He's miraculously returned my eye for photography which I really need back because my pictures have been feeling a bit dry (?).

Hmmm. So yeah. Right. Next Monday Rozreen and her family are dropping by for lunch seeing as it's Prophet Muhammad's (pbuh) birthday, is it? Haha. And also, Aunt Shida, mum's new bestie, who's daughter has the same name as mine. I can't wait! Haha. I bet we're going to have a real awesome time. We haven't done this for about five years after Roz moved out to Subang.

Right, I guess thats it for today. My brain has gone dry. Okaaaaaaay, hiatus people.

coveting:

These gorgeous Fortanima running shoes from Adidas by Stella McCartney. I don't care if they're for running in the snow, I LOVE THEM. Gosh. I really love Stella McCartney's collection for Adidas. Especially the yoga and dance collections. Absolutely gorgeous. Immediately made me inspired to take up yoga and dance. But I'm a sucker at dancing. Maybe yoga. Well.....there are classes at KK Club but they clash with my time.

No matter, I'm planning to jog tomorrow evening and, later, play basketball with Yusof. Haha, yes. Yusof bought a Spalding ball at Royal Sporting House just now. Pictures coming up in a bit. If you can't be bothered to wait, go to my Flickr. Links in the left-hand side readers ;D

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Lencana Maju, I WANT YOU!
Damn, I don't know when I'm going to finish my Lencana Usaha log book which should've been finished last year. I think I need to go to One Stop and get the Pengakap Muda hand book thing. I want to finish my log book by Kem Keahlian.

Oh, and....there's a Pengakap class today. Boo. I can't go ;( Sorry Syafiq.
(Random talk, please ignore)